Annwei ♠

Love salvation

2010-04-23T14:36:00.000+08:00

I was wrong in the past. A chance for redemption is all I ask for. Will you give me the honor to do so?

I love you baby.

A Purpose

2010-03-25T00:59:00.001+08:00

So much have happened recently. Sem 2 has passed, and i guess I'm getting booted from my course. But I'm not procrastinating.
Just realized that baby will never blog unless she sees my post. So..do something you lazy girl.
These were probably the most memorable moments.
Had a haircut for my awfully unkempt hair.

Swing with baby. She was crazy.

Drinks and overnights. I hope the hangover is ok baby.

Study. Thats what we all need.

Baby on bike. She hurt her leg. Could have prevented it.. =(

Thanks for going through so much with me baby. 10 months is upcoming but we ain't celebrating it. The next will be our 1 year anniversary.

I love you.

2010-03-12T23:38:00.000+08:00

Mood-less. Depressed. Stone-faced. Silence.
I will have to walk through this with a positive mind and all alone.
All I ask is why?

Change

2010-03-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

Ann Wei, Its high time you change yourself.

his daily dose of sunshine

2010-03-01T10:58:00.001+08:00

The 28th of every month marks our anniversary. 9 months have passed.

I hope I've been a good boyfriend. But, what is the good truly defined as? Probably I've only found a small part of it. And I shall keep that to myself.

Sorrow, Pain, Ecstasy. We've walked through them all. Holding on tightly. Letting go slightly at times of darkness, but found our way back into each others hug. I've never really let you go, cause I can't bear to.

Had a fun day at city yesterday. Baby's always fighting with me over alcohol. And she always wins. First the Tiger...the Breezer...

Had a simple day and thought, perhaps we should simply celebrate our anniversary every year. And make it a special day of our lives celebrated annually.
Dinner was at Cafeteria at Suntec. The calamari is shiok. Serving wise, probably too huge. Chilled out at the field opposite Esplanade and headed home.

Happy 9 mths baby. The next, will be our one year.
and...
Thank you Janice for the chocolates. :]

2010-02-16T02:40:00.002+08:00

Deep inside. I'm just missing her like mad. I didn't mean to say those words..I didn't even want to. Ann Wei wants to apologize. But the damage is done. And he must not be soft.

Love songs are beautiful. So are you.

2010-02-13T00:06:00.001+08:00

It's been sometime since I've last blogged.
As promised, I will today (exceptionally).
Celebrated our 8 months anniversary on the 28th. I had a great time. You are lovely.
It's been a rough relationship for us. But all i ask for is you to hang on. Brace ourselves for the high tides that approach. Hold on tightly cause we love each other.
Yesterday was valentines day brought forward. It's been very tempting to read the little note you passed me baby, right from the time I saw it. But I'll do so on the 14th Feb.
A little photo album that baby gave me.

On my part, I gave a bear to baby. Still waiting for her to come up with a name for it..I hope she likes it. And it will bring her less nightmares.

I love you baby.
And I know it, as much as I know you.

a Simple post

2009-12-09T02:05:00.000+08:00

Ann Wei has been a lazy boy. Lazy to touch my keyboards except for work and play.
The exams are finally over! Simply 2 papers. However, last minute work and late nights up. I could have prepared myself much earlier. Just couldn't bring myself to.
Rode with Marc and his budds. to city today. The lightings are just pretty. Christmas is coming, and so is the new year 2010. Wishes for the new year.

Precious and rare outings with baby on a Saturday night. I think she got drunk...nevertheless, she did keep it well hidden.
Monday was Cmaths exam preparation and baby came to the campus with me. Thanks baby.
The path of love is never smooth. It takes mutual understanding and agreements.
For now. All I want for Christmas, is you.

Failed

2009-12-04T19:36:00.001+08:00

The days seem to pass so slowly. It seems that there's nothing more to do. Nothing to achieve. Or I'm just fucking up my life like some emo kid.
Drinks, Ciggs, a failed relationship and an unhealthy lifestyle. Can I just forget everything. It's dreadfully painful. Why does all these happen to me? Exams are coming tomorrow. Fundamentals of management. Preparation: Not that i know of. Just lost another 20% of overall marks for not submitting my assignment. And I guessed I lost some weight. Life is about losing.
The week was overwhelmed by silence and deep thoughts. Somehow, there seem to be no mood for anything. Studies, sports. At times, anger will overcome. At others, I am alone thinking in the room. Just can't seem to reach any conclusions. Love was a mockery.
The cold chilly weather loves me so. My dismal days.
I'm so confused. But, wasn't it myself who asked for everything.
To slumber, my beloved partner.

Sweet Saturday

2009-11-22T00:56:00.001+08:00

Woke up pretty late today. Have been promising my boby more sleep, but wasn't able to deliver what i said.
First thing in the morning was the thought of all my work. Got abit fed-up. Tons of projects and assignments are simply piling themselves up as time goes by. Frustrating.. Gting sick of last minute work.
Baby came over straight after tuition at ard 1pm. Seldom do I see her wear blouses....nevertheless, You look good in anything and everything.
Then you told me u hadn't had your breakfast. Take care of your body! Ultimately, is not just you who feels the pain when your gastric pains kick in. I feel it too.
Brought her for a nice japanese meal afterwards and headed home.
Spent the whole afternoon watching Inglorious Bastards. Then went to IMM for a filling dinner at BaliThai. Then sent baby home.
Busy day tomorrow. Should have an early night.

Inglorious Bastards

"Pow!"

Dunno what's with the rabbit and us today.

Before dinner.

Retribution

2009-11-16T20:05:00.001+08:00

Hasn't been very lucky these days. Lost my phone on Saturday and now my wallet.

I'm just so careless. But why?

Retribution. That good and bad deeds do come back to you.

There are simply some things and cultures that we should just believe in.

Probably this will be the one.

Thanks for brightening my day once again baby. I'd not know what I would have done without you today.

2009-11-15T00:53:00.000+08:00

Is all my fault. All of it. Everything.
Lost my phone. Will go M.I.A till I get a new phone.

Memories

2009-11-13T23:19:00.003+08:00

Well, second post on a rainy Monday.
Is simply that boring. Probably go for a pure leisure ride when the rain subsides. Say around 1-2 a.m.? Had clocked enough rest in the afternoon.
Baby will be back in Singapore in around 4 days time. Guess I will have to wait patiently.
Memories start to flood as I look through the albums. But times have changed. New life, new school and above everything. Plenty have been lost. Luxuries and friends. But above all, i've found her.
I miss u baby.

Shag-ed

2009-11-13T14:50:00.001+08:00

Race day approaching fast. Fatigue level building up. Simply not used to the training.

Oh well, just gotta' keep training for my first DH race. Everyday is much of a routine.

School. Ride. Wash. Sleep.

No school today. Still thinking of what to do. Tons of work piling and preparations for the race day itself. good luck to myself.

Unique Friday

2009-11-06T19:51:00.004+08:00

There are simply too many things going on these days to not blog about. Just came back from an interesting lesson of SIWM. This is probably the first and last time I will ride to school.
Knuckles are kinda’ painful now. Hope they don’t start swelling. The scenario is pretty comical -
I hit a tree trying to dodge some pedestrian while riding downhill. It all happened so fast I didn’t have time to react but just laugh at myself.
Finally realized what full-hand gloves are for. lol
Today is not any typical Friday. Baby’s going back to Taiwan for 2 weeks. Gonna miss her badly but wants her to have fun and above all take care of herself.
Met her in the airport at about 0930hrs. Flight was at 10. Nevertheless, we had breakfast and exchanged presents that will be returned to each other as soon as she returns. I’m still trying to figure out the significance of one of them...
It may just be 2 weeks. However, standing at the departure hall seeing her walk away, emptiness and coldness struck me hard. Somehow, I thanked the machine for holding her up. I’m blessed to see her for 5 minutes more. Flooded by thoughts, I dragged myself out of the airport. I’m not flying any time soon.
Probably it’s my first encounter of such. I persuaded myself that we will be together soon. And it felt better. Much better. There will be much more of such in the future. It just takes some time getting used to.
The night before the departure was spend at Suntec and Singapore Flyer. Finally, she got to see the flyer from up-close. And we snapped plenty of photos. It was a sweet and memorable Thursday.

Will most probably be going for a ride tonight. Now’s rest.
Takecare baby.

the greedy girl.

lights and her.

mere words just can't describe her...I'm in love with the squirrel.

The Up-s and Down-s

2009-11-02T00:12:00.000+08:00

Finally got to see baby today. Like sunshine, she brightens my day no matter how dark it may seem. Was pretty angry with her yesterday.... it was probably was my bad.
Went for a short dip downstairs then headed to East pt. for a short japanese snack.
Went to Suntec afterwards. Roamed around and had fun. Lets just wait for my cash to roll in.
Headed home at around 8.30 p.m.

Feel like venting my anger and sorrow all out. Drowning myself in deathcore. What's with the doubts and presumption. I plan and think as well as anyone else do. Probably even more since I'm in it.
They simply spoil my day.

Rainy Saturday

2009-10-31T09:33:00.003+08:00

Just got home from yesterday's ride. Was hoping to join Critical Mass. Due to several reasons, best stayed unknown, we formed our own group and toured. Anyway, anyone interested in joining the next Crit Mass ride can leave a msg in my tagboard.
I'm feeling pretty sorry for baby. With this small amount of guilty conscious for her state. I just wasn't there for her. I was out enjoying my Friday night outside with her at home overwhelmed with anxiety and thoughts. How will I like to bring her out to enjoy the night life in this lil. island. You and I know I can't. But yes, I'm aware i could have accompanied you on the phone.
And her over-demanding parents. No offense, but this time, they have very much crossed the line. And my patience.
The weather now is pretty much breezy and misty, after a downpour and thunderstorm. Just reflects on how some days in life can be cold and rough at first but smooth and nice later. Then rough again. The cycle and pattern just repeats itself in different ways. It will get better.
Buck up my princess. There are simply some stuff that you will have to pull yourself through to get stronger. Is just part and parcel of living life.

Sunny Monday

2009-10-26T21:26:00.008+08:00

I've deleted my previous blog and all that comes along with it. Reason unknown. Will take it as a stage in life. Moving on and changing for the better.

Actually missed out plenty of events worth blogging about when my blog was down. Baby don't seem very happy about it. Nevertheless, I'll make up =) promised.

The weekends was work and more work at the North face 100 clique run. Returned home only on a Sunday morning from Friday night.

Rushed from BT to Laywei's mini B'day celebration in 1 hr +. Shag-ed like hell. Then the craving for food and alcohol comes.

Guess I'll skip the details. Those interested in race details can visit http://www.thenorthface100.sg/ri.html .

Went out with baby today after school. Skipping lectures and more lectures.

Ate lunch with her at Beach Road (Opp. Concourse). Finally had the fried fish noodles I craved for since i last had it.

Headed to Bugis to look for clothes. Couldn't find what i wanted though...probably concentrated too much on what i was looking for, I neglected the other good stuff. Anyone who knows where to get those 1/2 arm-length sleeve shirts can leave a msg in my tagboard.

Anyway, had this DNA Energy drink with baby. Looks nice but it can be deceiving.

Cheers guys.

North Face 100 clique

Happy B'day Laywei.

Hungry baby

DNA energy drink.